I Should Be Sleeping

I should be sleeping. I went shopping with my parents to Long Island and got a headache on the way there that persisted for hours, and it still lingers now. I ended up not buying anything, and coming home hungry, tired and really out of it, aannddd I have class bright and early tomorrow. I have to wake up at 5:26 am to be exact, and that’s if the first alarm manages to wake me.

I should be sleeping, but I can never bring myself to go to sleep early enough to get a decent amount of sleep for school. I still have to check the weather, pick out an outfit, pack my bag and lunch, clean my desk, water Nolie, my bamboo plant (yes I named my bamboo plant), and more…

I should be sleeping, but instead I just have to stay up listening to music and doing nothing, because that obviously feels more important.

I should be sleeping, but I can’t stop thinking about everything. Now more often than ever, I find myself stuck in my head so deeply, that I forget what I did right before or during I spaced out. I applied to a college as a transfer student last night, and filled out another application to send in this coming week, all that’s left is to pay for the application and send in my transcripts. I probably won’t end up transferring, but I will regret not applying more than spending the money on those applications. And it’s not just the college stuff, but that’s a chunk of it.

I should be sleeping, but the night beckons me to stay awake.

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Sunset

Due to my nature of being somewhat lazy, I put off uploading these photos on my computer (which hardly took a minute anyway). These are from Tuesday the 27th, a sunset that was a bit more spectacular than usual.

sunset

I feel like I have more to say but I cannot put any of it into proper sentences; I can’t even organize these thoughts in my head. Nothing in particular, just.. everything is muddled.

On the bright side, I want to stay optimistic this semester, and so far it’s working out well. Hopefully I have enough will power to keep it that way.

 

Rushed

This is a rushed post, sort of. I want to get into the habit of posting, regardless of how much content there is or how interesting (at least at the beginning), so I don’t abandon the blog.

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Brainstorming & Pancakes

I haven’t thought about what exactly this blog will be before I made it, but last night I’ve been brainstorming some ideas. For now, I think it will just be a jumble of different things (personal blog posts, photos, art, food, etc.), and eventually maybe I’ll stick more to one thing. Or maybe it will always be a variety of posts. All I can do for now is post regularly, whichever kind of posts I will be able to make often. Moving on to…

Pancakes

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Beginning

I have never been able to keep a diary, at least not for a long time. The longest time I kept one up may have been for a year.. and even then I wrote every few months, so basically a few entries. For this reason, if not any other, I figured I will try something else: a blog, kind of like a diary maybe, but not really. Maybe more of a journal or something.

I’m not sure what I will do with this blog, or how long I will keep it up for, but starting something is usually the hardest part and perhaps this impulsive decision to start a blog will turn into something long term. Who knows?

Happy January 25th, I suppose.